No coming back

You told me that you needed space so you and your best friend got yall own place.Same chick that broke us up had you staying out late.Now you cant pay your rent on time.Bills falling months behind.Trying to appoligize to hop back in my line.Funny thing is i was hurt at first but I started to fill stress free.Money started pilling up so instantly.There was a point you made knees weak. but ummmm im doing way better now.I den lifted my spirits out the ground.Cant go back to toxic place Where the wheels spin round and round.I den drove my car out of town and meant a couple woman trying to be found.Just like me.Talking just my cup of tea.Taking shit slow so it flow evenly so nobody get shitty part.For me it allways start out like a work of art.Then it get to a point where things get dark.So now im playing it smart.Cant get to emotionally evolved.Figured out a soulotion for the problems I had to solve.Realizing that life not allways going to be a ball but where I fall short can she make me feel tall.Dont want some one so shallow they happy when we having sex or shopping at the mall.I really gotta blame myself I liked baddies who was bad for my mental health.It took for her to wanna leave but it really help.Im not a one night stand going around humping any thing.Im actually looking for a woman who deserves a wedding ring.Years down the drain.Tired of that shit.Years just to lead to head and chest pain.Thinking with my dick.Now I gotta change the script.Sorry but I cant take you back.Allmost was going to run it back but I know its a trap.Once you sit that thing in my lap.Its like crack cant be fiening for somebody who dont fein for me like that.Im usually the guy that couldnt tell you no.Now im the kinda of guy who you gotta show.Our time pass.Emptied out the hour glass.Now that look back it was all trash.You just wanted stability and had no emotional connection.Made look on the mirror at my reflection.Like what did I do wrong for my heart to be protected by the woman who claimed she loved me.