Thoughts..

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i feel so alone , sometimes in my head continuous thoughts running through my brain , will I be gone ,or will I stay , will I pay the price in vain, and every time the voices get louder , the shouting devour , turn me to a coward ,cause you are my weakness , and nothing can treat this , man I'm a mess , I must confess , I try to be happy, FAKEsmileon my face and I try and unwind all the wires misplaced , I seek up left and right for a misplaced embrace , nobody seems to notice I feel up in space ...feel like im floating now, bouta stop and check time , feel like clocking out , never been the bright one gonna find my route don'tbother ask around, rather be lost than found I feel so alone all the time in my head, endless wild thoughts running all through my brain, do i grab the gun and aim it to my head or reach for the shiny blade under my bed , like anyone would care, people claim its all love but the love ain't there wish this thing called life was truly fair people say to talk to God but he ain't never there...

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