DOWN

you starting to act like im part of this but we know your part in starting it hearted it called up my phone blamed it on me tell me to go kill myself you hate me (really?) hang up the phone and then contemplate whether i wanna listen or ignore the state-ment that my thoughts have simply made feel like a challenge in a palace i cant refrain so i lay in my bed and look at the ceiling and wondering in my mind man just how im feeling when I said I couldnt breathe maybe I meant it when i said I couldnt see maybe I meant it i couldnt even breathe couldnt hear a sound i was trying to relieve but couldnt do it to myself I was trying to speak but i didnt have a mouth I had many reasons but lately im feeling down feeling down I know your trying to make me go back back to the past where I was still sad had to relapse maybe because I was spiraling real real bad seeming like everybody wanted to come after whenever I was just trying just to survive but feeling like it actually a rap city a faculty like rapping fast rapidly but at the end of the day we gotta be alone with ourselves sometimes talking to our souls and we need to make sure life is gold we only got it once so man live it real full feeling down feeling down