man i thought i had a real one whats the deal hun

man i thought i had a real one whats the deal hun got me out here looking real dumb, even real young undercover sucubuce i guess should of seen it coming all the sighns were right in front of my face but i really wanted to belive that u were different, u better for a minute, i was in to it but now im getting livid, i admit it im an idiot, depending on the image that i see in my head and i promise you that every single last one of them bitches vivid and promise you understand, i know i need to let it go even know it was all a lie, i miss u on the low wish i had you back around it really sucks to be alone and I know that you know when I'm talking abought im about to blow i still be seeing you from time to time you dont even give a damn cant even say hi to me, or wave a fucking hand has it always been the plan, to build me up and break me down make me homicidal i been idleing a minute now feeling proud bet you are, only for a second though just wait n see i be the reason you dont make it home take it how you wanna, you lucky yall alive now get the fuck outta my face befor i go outta my mind time, for me to to provide, everybody with a dime hook: i swear my karma is a bitch, -ethier that or i been cursed my life has always been battle and its only getting worse know that nothing ever works -but i keep trying ima ride it out until the day im dieing so many nights i be crying i cant even lie i really wanna die but my suicide is not how ima fly cuz i know that God with me i really hate it when i let him down so im sure it be a minute till im in the ground