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late night talks tryna give advice from somebody who i know was tryna take my life look in the mirror with red puffy eyes I been in a hotel laying on my bed been crying late night conversations been in a bad mood lately I dont know how to stop dont feel like moving i wanna puke constantly but dont know how to do it without stressing myself out when thats my entire cooling screaming in my mind happened the entire time its the only thing I rhyme i cant say that its alright i cant say my thoughts are right i cant say the sights are light i cant say that i will fight get too scared lost in the night (night) i get too scared when im in war im drifting away spiraling to shore of the type of hell i lived when pain was short but turns out i discovered it again for sure dissipate rearrange every day bribing pay simple waves living late i cannot remember when i saved guess i gotta go back conversate every day when im alive I be thinking about it be wondering if ima die soon or if i still got a little bit of time if im gon make it to 30 or make it to 95 that kinda be all my thoughts and sometimes i wonder if what i think is right can be wrong when you think about it thoughts are something that can be a privilege or something in your mindset that can be demented awful lot of paths that anyone can take sometimes i think "what if my closest family members fake" just a thought just a thought as i said could be wrong could be wrong laugh im dead
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late night talks tryna give advice from somebody who i know was tryna take my life look in the mirror with red puffy eyes I been in a hotel laying on my bed been crying late night conversations been in a bad mood lately I dont know how to stop dont feel like moving i wanna puke constantly but dont know how to do it without stressing myself out when thats my entire cooling screaming in my mind happened the entire time its the only thing I rhyme i cant say that its alright i cant say my thoughts are right i cant say the sights are light i cant say that i will fight get too scared lost in the night (night) i get too scared when im in war im drifting away spiraling to shore of the type of hell i lived when pain was short but turns out i discovered it again for sure dissipate rearrange every day bribing pay simple waves living late i cannot remember when i saved guess i gotta go back conversate every day when im alive I be thinking about it be wondering if ima die soon or if i still got a little bit of time if im gon make it to 30 or make it to 95 that kinda be all my thoughts and sometimes i wonder if what i think is right can be wrong when you think about it thoughts are something that can be a privilege or something in your mindset that can be demented awful lot of paths that anyone can take sometimes i think "what if my closest family members fake" just a thought just a thought as i said could be wrong could be wrong laugh im dead
TOUGH 😮💨