as the world skowly turns

as the world skowly turns i can feel my soul it burns from all the evil on earth i feel ive been cursed since birth and whats worse is I didn't asknfor this Life it was given so tell me why must I fight just to survive the life that im liven everyday is a mission after that comission and by amy means i got ti get it whichever way possible even if it means to sell dope to my people then its only logical to spell dope to ,y peole ill do what i gotta do maybe im wrong but i gota baby at home hit the weed amd zone hit the streets its on til the break of down my momma ask me wil I change i tell her yeah but its clear ill always be the same dear lord ill always keep my faith eve when all i see is pain they want to know im so crazy the world made me this way amd how the fuck they excpect for me to change when this is all i know amd I've been gone for so long now i don't know if ill ever make it back home i just hope its not to late for me to greeat i gotta lot on my plate and uts like the more i make the , or they take from me tell me what im supposed to do in a world likeke this i try to get close to you but you oush me away like i aint shit and the pain it cuts deep like a surgeon i know im not perfect but i know ,y Worth even when they told me i was worthless and would never amount to shit if i could I would mix up every drug and smaoke a pound of it i pick up the liqour and start downing it just to escape the , misery that im drowning in like to hell with it