Die Tonight Cold Drift

cold wind blows as I drift will I find my soul 17 years old stuck on these roads stuck in my cell it's funny how time goes memories In my mind feel g now that im grown I won't hesitate if a niggah wanna throw all alone I guess its what i get i chose to be a criminal. No disrespect i aint nothing but a low life criminal im stuck in my mind awake all night to stop from going crazy I'll sleep in the sunlight Just so im by myself even when it's day time I dont like orange and I dont like brown my favorite colors green and it doesn't suit me who even gives a fuck honestly not me then I got out broke down outsides outside not some fantasy inside was tragic outsides just a tragedy ground z and I gottah stay clean or it's 10 and im only 19 run away drop out convict it's all my reality gottah thank God for all of this calamity how am I still breathing after all these stabs knew what you were doing when you stabbed my back my mind and my heart feels good getting punched like that the wind feels good wont my soul come back pray everyday that my bro comes back 2 years past wont my soul come back dont care if im first don't care if I last dont care if I burn dont care if im trash thoughts in the mirror is all ever had if I die tonight bitch im good with that