this pain

Ayy— Nah, don’t talk to me— I been holdin’ this rage, now it spillin’ out They kept playin’ with me, I’m not chillin’ now All that fake love, I don’t feel it now If it’s up, then it’s stuck, we can deal with it now I was broke, they ain’t give me a hand Now I’m up, got ‘em sick, they don’t understand I remember them nights I was stuck in that jam Now I walk in the room like I’m runnin’ the plan Don’t say my name if you ain’t been real I got scars, I got pain, I got things I conceal You ain’t built how I’m built, you don’t know how it feel I was fightin’ my demons, you chasin’ a thrill Yeah—voice get loud when I step in Heart so cold, I don’t let them get next in They want smoke, I ain’t doin’ no textin’ Run up wrong, now it’s lessons and blessings I don’t trust, I don’t love, I don’t care Too many nights I was stuck in despair Now I’m up and they all wanna stare But when I needed help, you was never there So I’m done bein’ quiet, I’m done bein’ calm I carry that fire, don’t care who it harm They made me this way, now I sound the alarm If they want it, then fine—I’m bringin’ the storm