should be deceased (without audio)

*sigh* Yeah, Waking up and I see the Signs, My Mind is Blind, Can't Find anyone to recognize, or realize the pain in my eyes, I despise every hurtful moment, I'm the weak Opponent, Noted, My Mind Exploded Actually Imploded to the fact that my brain can't retain the pain that I can react, The fact this even needs to be said, the pain I refrain inside my head, the shame I gain with all this Dread, Break bread go to bed and the next day repeats I guess it's all in my head I should be deceased