pain

I'm having pain in my heart but they don't understand it had a bad impact my best friend died in bed when i heard that she was dead it left me in a void i couldn't really avoid Gatta leave them too it's cool gonna sip on purple juice gatta leave the past buh it's too hard i can't avoid the truth the devil tryna be my friend buh i refuse to choose so now im making moves buh that shit made the news im having scared wounds im giving attitudes it's always been hard looking pictures i remember too and when i try im feeling guilt through this grief is what i paid for love and that's the real truth you left me too soon i didn't get to say goodbye you went to the other side you left me in the dark barely found my way to light im sorry i let you down i know you smiling hard in heaven don't be sad im trying to stay without but don't worry bout me imma be fine just look after yourself don't stress just rest out wanna pour my heart out real ones die quick should've stayed inside out