Clown 🤡 🫥

I’m a clown man. No joke. Fake smile. Real broke. Lights on. I switch face. Inside me. No safe place. Crowd scream. I don’t care. All noise. Empty air. Clown mask. Stay tight. Dark thoughts. Every night. Run stage. Play role. Cold heart. No control. Laugh loud. Feel numb. Too gone. Too dumb. They clap. I stand still. No love. No real thrill. Show ends. I fall low. No sound. No glow. I’m a clown man. That’s me. Lost soul. Can’t break free.