she's on my hands or arm around me
[Verse 1] Done with the city, the gossip, the games Same two blocks, same cheap flame Same dudes talking like they really my bros Till the smoke clear, then everybody goes Done with the bottles and the lines in the sink I’m sick of this rush, I’m scared of this brink Women in my phone, but nobody in my chest Everybody half-naked, but nobody undressed I just want arms I can fall in Soft voice saying, “you all in” But I’m stuck in this concrete coffin Heart on freeze, have to cough just to talk it Only loved once in the last five years She walked out, left me right here Now she act like I never even lived Scroll past my name like I never did shit [Chorus] I’m tired of fighting, I’m tired of fronting I’m tired of running from the one thing I want, and I just want someone to love me, love me Hold me when I feel ugly, ugly [Verse 2] Some nights I’m calm, I can breathe, I’m straight Then a thought hit quick like a switchblade Nightmare, crazy, I’m pacing the floor Want to flip every table, put my fist through the door Wanna burn this block, light the whole map Watch every fake smile melt into black Wanna snap, crash cars, crack glass, start riots Turn all this hush into violent quiet Then I blink, I’m back, just staring at the wall Phone in my hand, no missed calls Timeline moving, my life stuck still Everybody highlight, I’m just real I tell myself “you good, you normal, you fine” But there’s teeth in the back of my mind There’s smoke in the back of my lungs There’s a ghost in my bed where she once was (yeah) [Chorus] I’m tired of fighting, I’m tired of fronting I’m tired of running from the one thing I want, and I just want someone to love me, love me Hold me when I feel ugly, ugly I’m tired of the nights, tired of the noise Tired of filling up a void with toys I just want someone to love me, love me Ashes on my hands or arms around me (arms around me) [Bridge] Whole city know my anger, not my name They see the smoke, they never see the flame If I tear it all down, who gon’ stay? If I drop this mask, who gon’ pray? One love in five long years Now she move like I ain’t even here If I burn this world, if I torch this town Would she finally see me, or just turn around? [Chorus] I’m tired of fighting, I’m tired of fronting I’m tired of running from the one thing I want, and I just want someone to love me, love me Hold me when I feel ugly, ugly I’m tired of the nights, tired of the noise Tired of filling up a void with toys I just want someone to love me, love me Ashes or arms, what’s it gonna be (what’s it gonna be)
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[Verse 1] Done with the city, the gossip, the games Same two blocks, same cheap flame Same dudes talking like they really my bros Till the smoke clear, then everybody goes Done with the bottles and the lines in the sink I’m sick of this rush, I’m scared of this brink Women in my phone, but nobody in my chest Everybody half-naked, but nobody undressed I just want arms I can fall in Soft voice saying, “you all in” But I’m stuck in this concrete coffin Heart on freeze, have to cough just to talk it Only loved once in the last five years She walked out, left me right here Now she act like I never even lived Scroll past my name like I never did shit [Chorus] I’m tired of fighting, I’m tired of fronting I’m tired of running from the one thing I want, and I just want someone to love me, love me Hold me when I feel ugly, ugly [Verse 2] Some nights I’m calm, I can breathe, I’m straight Then a thought hit quick like a switchblade Nightmare, crazy, I’m pacing the floor Want to flip every table, put my fist through the door Wanna burn this block, light the whole map Watch every fake smile melt into black Wanna snap, crash cars, crack glass, start riots Turn all this hush into violent quiet Then I blink, I’m back, just staring at the wall Phone in my hand, no missed calls Timeline moving, my life stuck still Everybody highlight, I’m just real I tell myself “you good, you normal, you fine” But there’s teeth in the back of my mind There’s smoke in the back of my lungs There’s a ghost in my bed where she once was (yeah) [Chorus] I’m tired of fighting, I’m tired of fronting I’m tired of running from the one thing I want, and I just want someone to love me, love me Hold me when I feel ugly, ugly I’m tired of the nights, tired of the noise Tired of filling up a void with toys I just want someone to love me, love me Ashes on my hands or arms around me (arms around me) [Bridge] Whole city know my anger, not my name They see the smoke, they never see the flame If I tear it all down, who gon’ stay? If I drop this mask, who gon’ pray? One love in five long years Now she move like I ain’t even here If I burn this world, if I torch this town Would she finally see me, or just turn around? [Chorus] I’m tired of fighting, I’m tired of fronting I’m tired of running from the one thing I want, and I just want someone to love me, love me Hold me when I feel ugly, ugly I’m tired of the nights, tired of the noise Tired of filling up a void with toys I just want someone to love me, love me Ashes or arms, what’s it gonna be (what’s it gonna be)