falling through my self

Mind runnin’ wild in the dark where I stay, Heart on my sleeve but it’s torn at the fray, Tryna find peace but it slips every day, I been fightin’ with the shadows that I made in my brain. Cold nights, black hoodie with the pain on my chest, Love feel heavy when you give it your best, Stars fall slow when you’re scared to confess, I been searchin’ for a home in the places I’m a mess. I been drownin’ in my thoughts, tryna breathe through the tide, Every memory a wave that I still can’t ride, Got a smile on my face but I’m breakin’ inside, Tryna heal from the wounds that I never could hide. I been lost in the dark, but I’m still on my way, Got the weight on my chest that I carry each day, If the world fall apart, I’ll be fine in the gray, ’Cause the broken ones learn how to light up the pain.