what's behind us is what we face different now

as I breath as the walks I take as I know what I overcame is behind me now what's new eventually will be past than something transition new still here by mercy god I done work so did the other side I'm still here only question why as I found my true assens my weapon to help the bad an the good from negative thoughts my love talks like real life sparks Jordan sparks I'm so close reaching my peak of hear the sound of beak of a wood pecker in morning as Cardinals bird blew kisses can't miss this spend time with those in past life now they here in spriti year they know an see too well as 2026 as I breath as I take these walks to feel not better than no one I'm just a better me if I leave you alone bc I had to see myself grow well as those can't see what's growing here if they talk down on my name they have nothing positive to say they envy me bc I am true blessing in the sky they can't see until I remove myself plus the energy yep I been lost found panick an heal now rebound nobody rebound not safety net no hound yeah I felt things can't describe like I been here before as I was just haven't been let in world yet to spring for them to see something they as others people live until they across paths with me notting different until they see me no matter trips pics food sex new love older tired from work try change time ticking hour glass unexpected out of our control mad but didn't lose hope self doubt turn into mentorship now in snow cone to be feel with disaster this cocky feeling to look this good to not look like the grass that people shouldn't walk on as i am civilian proud of it I'm cool with killers an sociopaths rapist robbers thieves rooks.