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got rejected one Time I wanna die failed on this one time I wanna die things ain't right I wanna die they ain't working out I wanna die / aye wanna die came back on this side things ain't being bright aye things don't feel alright not a good thing in sight they sayin "oh don't mind" put I can't get it out my mind she sayin it's all alright but i know that I did sum deep in my mind / i'm all alone aye fantasy on my Phone it rlly took a tole and I promised the first couple I see the gon get blown aye and you can't tell me what is wrong I know that I gotta keep strong aye hating on me all Day long night to morning woke up in the morning hoping I won't see next morning gotta strive strong aye gotta strive strong aye / if there's one thing I can say is that she rlly cared cared for myself when I couldn't do it myself she rlly saw myself and not through my broken lens aye baby hold my hand baby let's go Dance forget about that friend maybe we can be more than friends aye shame put me a trance / lust put me a trance I can't look at my hands and not see a dirty thang I can't look in the mirror without seeing a dirty man aye / I promise myself i'll be alone and I know that I can't hold on no more cannot hold on anymore cannot hold on any long how can I even strive strong? when I be all alone fantasy on my phone why can't they leave me alone? cause I don't wanna do this anymore