shade Murphy road

Shade Murphy Only girl on the farm, stayed dirty Single wide on a dirt road raised country grabbin toads In the ditches makin blackberry jam Now I’m grown Murphy lake on my mind from time to time Try to ease it w memories From people’s temper Back when everything was much more Simpler, but much more chaotic and people weren’t happy probably from narcotics Back where I lost my mind But also here I found god He protected me from the fights and screams I was scared literally When my mom would leave The beginning of my anxiety Stuck in the mud Jus my luck Cry now laugh later My tears were bigger than alligators Realization of every hater Surrounding me no escape It entered me too Too late turned me blue Cold made my heart shake Frozen searchin for a heart jacket I need warmth Could I borrow yours Wrong size Would ya look at the time Minute too late To change my life