Trying My Best
I’m trying my best to not give in, this crazy world is set up for me not win, there’s the devil over there in disguise looking at me with a evil grin, please forgive me Lord for committing all these sins, I hold my anger inside of me quietly, at any moment I could sap because of this back ass studding society, laughing behind my back its something that they hiding, but I don’t pay them any attention, because my mind is in a different dimension, what’s the worth to do any talking when most of theses mother fuckers don’t even listen, trying to get rid of the memories of me and my niggas cooking crack up in the kitchen, yeah back then we were getting money but in all reality we were in a fucked up position, death jails and prisons and institutions was really our only mission, running with the wrong crowd, made my life go foul, turned out all along most of them were some back stabbing bicths, fuck my dad he don’t really care, he was hardly there, now im old enough to see life not fair &&& please Lord forgive me for my sins, this system is set up for me now to win, I’m trying my best to not give in &&& Trying to get this cocaine monkey off back, sick of living like this this life style is wack, slowed down with getting my neighbor crack, starting feeling bad because I sold a lot of hardware back in the past, and im sorry for the people that it impacted, now I’m a recovering addicted guess im getting my pay back, I’m grown and know the facts, poisoning my community for fast money, I gotta admit that I was a dummy, back then niggas and bitchs all ways wanted something from me, and if I don’t got it they get up leave, they stopped coming around, now I’m walking around with a frown, I swear I hate most of theses snakes on my side of town, had to put the sugar booger down, people places and things, im sick of it because of all the drama it brings, im at a point in my life where I’m trying to having things, fuck getting high to just get by, it’s time for me to decide, between life or death, fighting to not give in Im trying my best &&& please Lord forgive me for my sins, this system is set up for me now to win, I’m trying my best to not give in &&&
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I’m trying my best to not give in, this crazy world is set up for me not win, there’s the devil over there in disguise looking at me with a evil grin, please forgive me Lord for committing all these sins, I hold my anger inside of me quietly, at any moment I could sap because of this back ass studding society, laughing behind my back its something that they hiding, but I don’t pay them any attention, because my mind is in a different dimension, what’s the worth to do any talking when most of theses mother fuckers don’t even listen, trying to get rid of the memories of me and my niggas cooking crack up in the kitchen, yeah back then we were getting money but in all reality we were in a fucked up position, death jails and prisons and institutions was really our only mission, running with the wrong crowd, made my life go foul, turned out all along most of them were some back stabbing bicths, fuck my dad he don’t really care, he was hardly there, now im old enough to see life not fair &&& please Lord forgive me for my sins, this system is set up for me now to win, I’m trying my best to not give in &&& Trying to get this cocaine monkey off back, sick of living like this this life style is wack, slowed down with getting my neighbor crack, starting feeling bad because I sold a lot of hardware back in the past, and im sorry for the people that it impacted, now I’m a recovering addicted guess im getting my pay back, I’m grown and know the facts, poisoning my community for fast money, I gotta admit that I was a dummy, back then niggas and bitchs all ways wanted something from me, and if I don’t got it they get up leave, they stopped coming around, now I’m walking around with a frown, I swear I hate most of theses snakes on my side of town, had to put the sugar booger down, people places and things, im sick of it because of all the drama it brings, im at a point in my life where I’m trying to having things, fuck getting high to just get by, it’s time for me to decide, between life or death, fighting to not give in Im trying my best &&& please Lord forgive me for my sins, this system is set up for me now to win, I’m trying my best to not give in &&&
Respect 🤜🤛