pain

Today I’m letting go of my pain Memories of clothes with blood stains Resurecting a dead girl who remained Innocence stolen simple and plain I just vent not for any fame Me a liar is what the guilty will claim I already let go of the shame That wasn’t mine I wasn’t to blame Healing myself anger really must tame Forgiving myself for taking the blame I accepted a long time ago being insane I assume this is the start of my reign I like to catch a ride when I can in the train Always have been and will not be just some dame Taking all my power back in this game Picking myself a new first name I hear rain hitting against the window pane Hurting little kids for fun is beyond lame Doing it over and over and over again I’m not what happened to me my mind frame A demon casted on me I must slain Without signal on me switched lanes For the bullseye I’m taking aim Comfort in my own skin not being vain Spark ignited within me a new flame Spread my wings pretend I’m a crane So I can fly far from here on an airplane Just to turn around and find myself in Spain Sometimes learn the hard way going against the grain For All who survived the trauma why I start this campaign Learning process to my mind train Holding on to the hurt blocks my gain Gotta stop feeling like others actions I must explain I stopped years ago turning to cocaine Foward motion progress must maintain Working toward a bottle of champagne Coming back like a hurricane Probably will smoke a little Mary Jane Carefully navigating through new terrain I could but instead I chose not to complain Going back down memory lane Without feeling the need go for jugular vein Since I am at very least transmundane sorrow from the past never again entertain Healing is very new domain Prayer is only thing keeping my sane Not the appropriate remedy novacane How can some people be so inhumane Feeling okay do so while being profane God took the wheel swerved me outta the fast lane That demon my happiness it doesnt detain Finally breaking free from very heavy chains