Spiral

made my way up now im making it back down its the part of my life where I died inside and didnt give a f- bout the sounds I started here my spiral its enticing so precisely enterprising or colliding so surprising intertwining but im trying to survive it cause i know the downwards spiral is commencing im pretending not to dread this but im ending it bout now yeah now im done with that with all this stuff hidden behind my back crossed some paths reminiscing bout all ive had gone back but I've had some raps where I dont really know how to end the act living life interpretated animated (contaminated) i created this pain but i dont know how to stop it without going insane ayy philanthropic microscopic enhanced vision i can't stop it change the topic im uncomfortable its chaotic im vulnerable