Dear Old Neice

Said I was the problem i became motherfucking monster cried on the steps to my fucking pastor now that same mother fucking "wouldn't put it past her" Right guess Im a fool for believing in man que sera sera i am who I am Bitches I never played perfect My mind on my fam and my work bitch Im never been cool with hoes see I never been triple dosed I dont see beauty in pain like what my mama be saying i guess i forgot to smile i guess i forgot to speak i guess I dont give a fuck i guess my energy weak But thwy cant have me they way Never gave a fuck if they ever seen the day its just a play by play they processed never though a bitch rebuke the nonesense then say a bitch just grew a conscience while another bitch just takes my props then Ride for you niggas like you rode for me By I was still the bitch l walking down the street i got soul tied to a nigga that lie who knew shit bitch everyone do everyone got questions fucking around with you Dont tell a mother fucking move everyone saying your karma still coming gone and tell my daughters they mama still bumming cause when i get on i pay you hoes nothing nothing nothng make me feel something Which one of you hoes uping my roster how many you dumb hoes did i foster How many gifts did I get to be true How many gifts did I give to dumb dudes How many times did I lie not one how many times did they call not none but let them tell it I wrote the bitches off mm And yes I admit it i called they niggas soft Reap what I sow and take just what i toss bitch i been different i cut that fucking cloth sit back and i work on my mental cause i aint coming for fronts no dental