The Pain Of Life

Pain, that never goes away, oh this pain, it always gives and takes. all my inner strength, and all my patience, until i break away But im stronger now than what I used to be, Even have a wife and kids a whole new family, while my parents used to sacrifice their everything, a while back they started to to question my wedding ring. I broke their trust cuz I married the girl of which I dreamed, so tell me why I don’t feel sad or regret anything. Deep down it hurt but i suppressed all of my true feelings, I haven’t talked to them since they talked like they did to me. I wish they understood the love I have for both of them, but if they cannot love me back then whats the point to care. Driven to the point where I wanna cut ties with them for the rest of my whole life. And I wanna go back but at what cost would it be, im struggling here even now tryna raise both of my kids, and even my wife cant see-how much I bruise and I bleed, because underneath Ive been able to hide all injuries. Whether psychologically, Im deemed to be really weak, I do not care because whats hidden is what makes me Elite. Ive endured so much defeat, but never crumbled at least, because I know what I stand for and what I truly believe Ask me why, I continue on, lifes been tough, but i am stronger Tell me why I do not know, how I feel, am I alone. Is what I feel even real to the people I hold dear I beg you to help me know why, please just open up my eyes, To whats really worth my time Im desperate to understand life