Heal ? Not Ready

This song is a true story but not a sad one I could be iwth every lady but won't claim one Love broke me but I know it will fix me but I ain't ready to be fixed that's why I keep hoeing around Yeah, this story real, but it ain’t no tear shed, Heart got scars, but I’m still out here, no dread, Could’ve settled down, but I’m chillin’ on my own, Every lady in my phone, but I’m never on the throne. Love left me shattered, but I’m piecing it together, Thought I’d find my queen, but I’m cool with this endeavor, Got a couple flings, yeah, they keep me entertained, But deep down inside, I know I’m still in chains. Fix me? Nah, I ain’t ready for that phase, Living life wild, caught up in this maze, Late nights, bright lights, yeah, I’m on the scene, But the truth in my heart knows what I really mean. Searching for that vibe, but I’m lost in the chase, Keepin’ it real, but I’m hiding my face, Love broke me once, but I’m still on my grind, Ain’t no rush for healing, I’m just takin’ my time. Verse B Yeah, they see me rollin' deep, got a crew of fine queens, They whisper ‘bout my game, like I’m livin' out their dreams. But it’s more than just the looks, it’s the fear that I conceal, Heart been shattered once, now I’m guardin’ what’s real. (Verse 2) Options on the table, but I’m playin’ it slow, Scared to dive in deep, man, I’m stuck in this flow. Laughin’ with the girls, but it’s a mask for the pain, Got a smile on my face, but it’s a storm in my brain. (Verse 3) They think I’m womanizin’, but it’s just a facade, Tryna keep it light, but inside, I’m on guard. Heartbreak echoes loud, yeah, it’s stuck in my chest, So I keep my distance, never givin' ‘em my best. (Verse 4) Confident on the surface, but I’m fightin’ my fears, Love’s a battlefield, man, I’m dodgin' those spears. So I’m out here flexin’, livin’ life like a king, But deep in the shadows, it’s the pain that I bring.