Already Liberated

My grandiose cannabis induced psychosis started back in 2019. After I did great devotion towards Lord Shiva soon I went back to smoking weed. Such fun hallucinating on my high school days. My auditory hallucinations talked about Illuminati. Until I believed I was possessed demonically. I planned a Fiji trip. To see voodoo specialists. When I got back home my mom had found my pipe and stash of weed. Canada legalized it. I didn’t buy more but moved on. Today to find out that at that time I wasn’t liberated from the eternal cycle of birth, death and rebirth. When I started blazing up again in 2022 I was already liberated by then. I always thought to myself to liberate I only need one God and one religion. Then why did I unite with multiple distinct major religions deities? Salvation as its only means. The answer I was right in front of me. I spent years thinking. I’m uniting with distinct major religions deities that is why I’m liberated. Which I was thinking all along my schizophrenia experience. Mostly my cannabis induced psychosis. Though actually I was liberated that is why I got to unite with distinct major religions deities.