this is me

-This Is Me- So what as a kid i was dealt a shitty hand didnt know who id become or what id do but i just knew that i had a special purpose here on earth used to pluck my dreams up out my head then id pray on em at church open my eyes the next day spend it putin in that work. Fail after fail god i put myself through so much hurt every night before id lay my head thank god im still bove the dirt. Had high hopes and bigger dreams id find a way to make it work.a little down the road im sayin mirra mirra on the wall one day imma show em all how that lil kid grew up to ball. Aint got time for hesitation wont catch me procrastinatin still not perfect made mistakes but karmas a bitch all im sayin. Started getting lit as a young teenager thought it was the dopest shit id eva seen and i carried that bad habit from then till the present and i learned one lesson in this game all the people that you meet aint got you like you think, Its every man for himself while the whole ships sinksbetter grab a life jacket cuz yo ass aint jesus everything ive said is true no i dont do no treason damn this game so cold that my damn heart bleedin one day ill find sobriety and hope i aint dreamin. Staying sober is so hard cuz im always feindin spend 90% my day just posted cheifin, smokin reliqiously call me the deacon.