so so is love thats to needy im still upright walking towards my goals and believing what it is gone be my eyes question

so so is love thats to needy im still upright walking towards my goals and believing what it is gone be my eyes question sometimes what i see perhaps i have to run back to focus just being self at the moment now the notice its a lot small talk its only a hit dog bark entreprising a whole hand full afforded me the sense of recognizing a narc i was told to leave a Mark not actually a dot, but pump beauty from my heart non stop no arc first on i want to thank the most high for creating me in my daddy loins and my mother loving him creation happens in more than 1 waylove is a beautiful and horrible thing from the hate seen i know i never love the same so is said words more bunched coming off your toungue than going thru your head. im blessed yet i feel better when im counting this bread and you can add butter i come from a real place they say only hurt folk, hurt folk i live my life like a token of appreciation a gift, so many people i love left its a reason why were here, keeping hope but sometimes its not clear not really not understanding the path taken but knowing i cant turn back. alot of things that hurt me are left unsaid, wasnt strong enough at the moment to turn the stone. i know real love wont steer you wrong and i know on that path hate womt leave you alone i know from the opp pressure what to set energy on a high level. with to many others i dont meah in retrospect of what i created and to preserving ones self you only live once i must present my gift even if its not best wrapped just know i punp from where my heart at catch a feeling disect a beat its all natural healing, want you to hear my indearment only cause love means so much. i come from a real place! i when adhered qnd reciprocated never ending and o never.let it go. only ket grow i come from a real place