Poetically Hectic

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#poeticallyhectic who haven't I become why haven't I begun so much by now could have turned out great too young to realize I should've ran the other way that day I never thought to hault the progress a trying to figure out which route to take was like eeny meeny miny moe with no toe at stake do I take it easy where it's nice and breezy not much shit to deal with along the way path of least resistance allowing my persistence to excel closing distance give'um hell sellin myself for whatever my worn out bones are worth to bring home a honest dollar since I don't know when a little change might change things get hooked on it like it was a guilty pleasure from back in the rain when when I was trying to connect with the Devine but never prevailed the wind never caught myself an when its time to flow lead the charge letum feel what's in your heart dont play around or dumb it down fuk these clowns we like bloodhounds locking on to your sint the hunts over with just that quick... at the Crossroad at the gate I didn't wait I took the bait and bear the weight this monkey on my back I couldn't shake nope but hey I've made a lot friend along every splintered walk way I would take and I wouldn't trade that for anything any day I ain't sitting out in left field im raw and real in my daughter's eyes im a nice guy kind of a big deal thanking of her that way makes me smile for a second courage to pick up the pieces of my sole and putum back in the hole where they go maybe i should've avoided lovin being anointed and baptized in crazy shit as a kid but that ain't who I was to feel alive i had to survive the way I did living the life I lived take whatever bullshit I could whyle at the same time do what I should not what I could explain why my change had to remain in my pocket to fead my game I was rocking hoping that they truly understood i was one bad decision away from losing everything myself everyday but hey no time to stop and think long enough to contplate any other way the hours grown late i didn't whind up the clock to chime to remind me in time so now its passed expired and outta date story of my life is easy to sum-up a dollar short and a day late that's what it'll say in my final report I went from punctual to dysfunctional gullible that I could be the guy in someone's eyes that's lovable guess I wear a hell-of-a disguise that hides the hate that i truly hate i have to admit living with inside just beneath the surface so nothing can hurt us try every day every way thats worked so far every time before now to slow down and look around get a grip on myself and find some kind of familiar ground the stable not shaky moving around kind here lately thinking everything so profound analyzing my pain my brain is saying is hurting everything now welcome to the show I hope you signed the disclaimer cuz it ain't going to get no timer don't worry I got a leash on my anger besides this is the time of a Manger and hurting my mission wont get me no banger are you hearing me now cause when this exercise is over-with I still gotta deal with all the shit on my shelf I just through over my shoulder shelter my mental health busy all the time in my mind surround this clown i found wandering around inside fucked up but show nuff doing it's best trying to hold it down still trying to figure out what im buying, what's life trying to sell me now more lyes I gotta find time to be pissed about execute the plan try to better myself keep my minds eye on my mental health while living with who I am revert to reverse refuse to re-hurt remember to re-center and don't say a word remain standing strong project your worth if I get the chance to reflect on the pain that was inflamed and infected fire headed tward heaven and the screaming demon selected panicked when it got hectic and wrecked the whole thing I do what I do and hoping for acceptance dont coincid with this truth you delusional if you think I need anything from you

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