My past is bad but still I made a way, swerving away from fakes, every day resembling the same,

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My past is bad but still I made a way, swerving away from fakes, every day resembling the same, Smoking weed twisting up a bleeze, u better believe I stay lit like a solar eclipse, and yet I remain indulging more intellence attempted to build an alliance, but the ones I thought was down was all just clowns, without a doubt y'all about to bring out the other side of me, th3 part I fought to keep confined inside of me, I finally realized through time, that you can't ever rely on another one, they be going low like limbo, while feeling no remorse, inflicting all lies like a full time job, exposing their true identity, implying how your pride has been compromised, obligating me to impose more rebeliance, got people all around me constantly moving in a perverse way, I guess common sense will just never prevail, loyalty becoming all but a wise tale, the real ones are obsolete, so I must retreat, and continue to sway away from all these damn nim wits, I possess no interest to feel forgiveness, for fakiness, I just continue on a mission to obtain my vision, before I have a collision, because everyday I feel like I be getting slicker in these streets, getting sicker on theses beats, ill forever remain a perfectionists at everything, if I get hit Im never saying a damn thing, I’m inclined to compromise, with another soul, stuck in my ways, it’s not a phase, I’ve been stuck in a daze, trying to get out of this maze, but yet I remain in a zone, and it’s definitely a no fake zone, it’s definitely a snow flake zone, just know I can never be cloned, I stay so gone, I be floating up through through the o zone, i gotta get the locs out, cuz these drugs done smoked my brain, and demolished it like a train, this shit is driving me insane, I’m just saying ill forever remain the same possessing loyalty full time, being real will forever be a part of me, until I die I’ll remain high, and continue to fly high through the sky like a drone, I self medicate so I stay levitated, I’m infatuated with this game, I’ve never been a lame, I’ve only instilled shame, I always share my plate, I need never rely on, I despise inevitably you fools can’t compete, with my weed i feel complete, headed straight for Jupiter, mimicking forest gump, yet I still strive to make it out the slumps, i stay on my grind full time no lie, My future insights be shining real bright like a star in the sky, I rely on none, I’m impeccably numb from the drugs, I insure you repetitively hollering duces to you haters, there’s to many fake ones around, so I roll solo cuz I don’t trust another soul, most will fold under pressure, I’ve learned my lessen , selling more than Walmart, lit tlike a forest fire, the Mary Jane keeps me inspired, gotta continue getting higher, or you might get lost but never found, my circle is hella tight, I despise tbut deep inside my mind still resides evilness, Inferring my eagerness to implying from the game I’m retired, I’m about to drift off to another galaxy, but first i must confess i possess no interest for an introduction , I’m just trying to avoid a case, although everyday I stay faded, on my level I’m serving people like a waiter, moving weight like I got Santa’s sleigh, I’m coming through like a freight train, everyday I wake I say a prayer for my family, , it’s inevitable people is gonna hate, but mabey Heal my wounds, there’s so many wounds, talking bout all the stab wounds in my back, it’s craziness how much fakiness, resides all around this town, but I already know that their straight fucking clowns, all I smoke is loud, all I spit is facts, this addiction has me stuck like a thumb tack, I’m trying to relax, but i gotta get up off my ass moving like flash, obligated to make this cash, it’s important that I stay discreet, to avoid becoming the town outcast, Pissing me off I’m sick of show offs, so tired of being judged on my past, I’m still that’s probably why I remain in the clouds, I’m sick of getting jerked around, it’s time I take a stand, i will forever stand 10 toes down, Life is a bitch, most is dumb like Leo and stitch, never will I switch, just incable to snitch, my life has really been a bitch, no time to dwell, I must rebel against the devil, I must evade most people, they definitely lack common sense, initiating my dominance like brotha Lynch, possessing intelligence like a professor, I'm back, with my life back on track, I finally figured it out, I had to sit back and relax, I had to dump the last pack real fast, iv mainly been striving to the insure that my future becomes much brighter, looking up towards the sky, hoping and praying that all my sins are forgiven, I just had to snap back to reality, I must insure my purity, I just had to stop getting gacked, and just sit back and reflect on my past, always been known as the town outcast, realizing now that's it's finally that time to make some changes, I'm only saying that I'm so fucking sick of minimum wage, I'm trying to acquire a honest day pay, trying to pave my own way, I'm really about to reveal the other me, the person that my family inspires me to be, the success that I know I am, and fuck the system like a porno, Addiction is a disease, These streets the desire I acquired from it only gave me enenemy’s, after falling victim to this addiction I’ve been through allot of misery, I thought I had some friends that was down to ride for me,but in reality they was inflicting stupidity, instead end up they inferring clever, im really fed up with the fakiness , Im almost out of patience, I’m regardless of the script that’s my fault for assuming I can’t trust another soul other than myself, These dark thoughts, all these dark thoughts, I've been just trying to evade all these dark thoughts for far to damn long, never will I be able to trust again, these dark thoughts stemming from a thot, a hoe, but on the low that's just how life goes, peoples hearts disappear like ghost, but I have finally had enough, it's time to take a stand, it's time to disband from all who wish harm upon me, talking about the ones that's been stripping me down to my anatomy, and only causing a great catastrophe, I just didn't understand the how one can obtain amusement from another person's misery, I must now ask the Lord why people must be diabolical, but that's really just rhetorical, it's all written within history, evil like a conspiracy, but that's irrelevant now, non existent it's time to diplinish the filth, and began a new journey, and make my own destiny, the destination aiming towards greatness, I must evade the illiteracy, I must restore my broken heart, and put my depression in a fucking hurse, and disperse from negativity, and become cool l closer with my family, the ones that'll never forget me, the ones that'll forever be there for me, something that's just obsolete, the last of a dying breed unfortunately, the new generation is overtaking societys way of thinking, but that's all inevitable, just most go with the flow and continue to roll the dice, and hopefully I've day evade the pain, and reasablish my passion, it's time to thought I was living the good life, but I had to finally realize the hard way that

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