No Acceptance

0:00

#edgeofmyseat #noacceptance #poeticallyhectic who haven't I become why haven't I begun so much by now could have turned out great maybe i should've avoided lovin being anointed i bathed in the crazy shit as a kid but that ain't who I was to feel alive i had to survive the way I did living the life I lived take what I could when things were going good explain why i couldn't spare my change hoping that they truly understood i was one bad decision away from losing everything myself everyday but hey no time to stop and think long enough to contplate any other way the hours grown late i didn't whind up the clock to chime to remind me in time so now its passed expired and outta date story of my life is easy to sum-up a dollar short and a day late that's what it'll say in my final report I went from punctual to dysfunctional gullible that I could be the guy in someone's eyes that's lovable guess I wear a hell-of-a disguise that hides the hate that i truly hate i have to admit living with inside just beneath the surface so nothing can hurt us try every day every way thats worked every time before now to slow down and look around get a grip on myself find familiar ground check off everything my brain is saying might influence my mental health cause when this exercise is over-with I still gotta deal with all the shit i tried to hide at the back of the shelf somethings stranges going on up in my house but I can't quite figure it out surround this clown i found wandering around in town fucked up but show nuff holding it down im still trying to figure out what im buying, what's life trying to sell me now more lyes I gotta find time to be pissed off about now that my plate of crow is cleared off but they circlin above spiraling flamboyantly down in their final act of loyalty letting me know they aint toying with me why do I look forward to the journey when there's only blackice trying to make me think twice execute the plan try to better myself keep my minds eye on my mental health while living with who I am revert to reverse refuse to re-hurt remember to re-center and don't say a word if I get the chance to remember pain that was inflamed and infected everything directed toward me selected to call shame scrambling my brain cook up boss in the game everything's on high it's a shame wondering if I need a new name that ain't even happened yet I feed my Demons but only the right ones I do what I do and hoping for acceptance dont coincid with this truth

128 Comments

Leave a comment

Pøɛţïcęļĺƴ Ḥəçţįč̣

Author

7 months ago

Elchapo Vikingz

7 months ago

straight up real best rappeur I heard out hear yet straight up ur legend in the making

Mrgetitgetit Da Goat

7 months ago

Every drop's an investment, watching your stock rise! 🚀 Bars: Great 🎉 Delivery: Dope 🔥 Impression: Great 🎉

Hugleisson KFW