Jon Cryer

However should I start? I can’t find good footing I don’t like to dance While everyone is looking I gave it my best But it wasn’t enough Cough through the smoke Took it to the gut I need a side hustle Cause the dream stagnated I teamed with a God Cause my heart is overweighted Find me Asherah I need a miracle Escaped Rock Bottom I’m at my Pinnacle I can never find the words To express how I feel I’ve done it all alone Never learned how to deal A gram burns fast An hour burns faster Can’t find a girl Can never trust a Pastor I need to go to church Maybe that’s the answer I’ve been chasing death I’ve been cultivating cancer Somebody save me Cause I’m about to crash Burn all the Prophets Send ‘em up to Ash I’m not a man I’m just a vessel I sold my soul Turned my body to a temple So low, So low I’ve done it all solo I’m just a Ghost I don’t appear in photos Lost my mental Gained some knowledge Lost my spirit All to pay homage It’s not Blind Faith It’s my sense of guilt I’ll work overtime Till the day I’m killed I got no possessions I got no desires I’ve been brainwashed Baptized in fire I’m just a slave To the almighty scripture I’m not a God I’m just a sinner Spill my blood Scar my flesh Break my spirit Sanctify my death I can be a martyr I can be an instrument Took my childhood ——— my innocence My tears are in vain My freedom an illusion I’m mere entertainment For, I’m only human I see through the lies But I lost my fight You’ve won the Holy War So, just take my life #religion #joncryer