Let me go

Verse) I’ve been walkin’ in the shadows tryna read my own reflection, Thinkin’ ‘bout the death talk, life in the next direction. Heart heavy—every step feelin’ like a confession, But God’s in my ear tellin’ me there’s more to the lesson. Sometimes I feel the reaper tryna creep in my sleep, Then I feel the Holy Spirit put a hand on my cheek. I’m torn—do I rise, do I fall, do I grow? I’m thinkin’ ‘bout death… but God won’t let me go. I’ve been walkin’ through the valley with my fears in my chest, Thinkin’ ‘bout God while I’m thinkin’ ‘bout death. Every step feel heavy, don’t know what’s comin’ next— I’m prayin’ for a sign while I’m runnin’ from the stress. Tell me which way, which way do I go? Light on my left, dark pullin’ on my soul. Caught in between what I feel and I know— I’m thinkin’ ‘bout death… but God won’t let me go. ⸻ (Verse 1) Sometimes I stare at the ceiling like the sky might crack, Like the truth gon’ fall and the lies peel back. I’ve been tryna keep calm but my mind off track, Every heartbeat loud like it’s under attack. I feel the weight of the choices that I ain’t made yet, Dreams on the table but the fear ain’t left. And the memories haunt like a ghost in my chest— What’s life even mean when you’re scared of death? But there’s a whisper in the silence tellin’ me to breathe, Telling me “stand up, son, you were built not to leave.” I’ve been lookin’ for a path like a leaf in the breeze, Tryna trust what I can’t see, fallin’ down to my knees. ⸻ (Hook) I’ve been walkin’ through the valley with my fears in my chest, Thinkin’ ‘bout God while I’m thinkin’ ‘bout death. Every step feel heavy, don’t know what’s comin’ next— I’m prayin’ for a sign while I’m runnin’ from the stress. Tell me which way, which way do I go? Light on my left, dark pullin’ on my soul. Caught in between what I feel and I know— I’m thinkin’ ‘bout death… but God won’t let me go.