Lies (rough draft freestyle)

If I ever leave you I promise u will go on missing Everything about me and the future we envisioned Your love was my one and only true medicine and Your the reason I turned cold and ended up distant Thought about a white picket fence kind of life with kids and Having u by my side as my wife that was my vision Now I’m left alone just dealing with all my depression I thought u would stick by my side and be there to listen But now I know that all those promises were just a lie u were just holding out till u found another good guy Then u said good bye and just exited out of my life whyd u push me to the point where I kinda wanna die It’s crazy that your the one I wanted to be my wife When all u wanted was a financial supportive ride But whenever the times got tough u said I never tried Who ever knew that id b the jekyll to your Hyde