bear to cross

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my ode to fentynal the worst part of this ride is it won't let you off before you get back what you lost all these things they say are true I've lost way too many people to this and its still not getting through to those still locked up in this cage ya it's just insane how much more can I take before I finally break? its too hard to quit ya we are dying for it just take one more step just lose one more breath this demon is a hard case its not just a taste going hard in the paint its too much i can't take it.... Kids on the corner, chasing dreams turned to dust, Every hits a gamble a roll of the dice, But the stakes are too high, man, this ain’t right. its a chain its getting tighter this isn't right I can't fight it I can't count the number of people I've lost been trying to escape only im stuck fucking lost no end in sight giving up on the fight im not supposed to have lived through it can't do another year tied to the street maybe it's just me but I don't want to lose my life would be lost for nothing who am I who are you we both going thru this shit too I wish id never known this high its overblown can't find a way to put it away even one more day anyone else in the world testing the same demonic pain living in shame making the sign of the cross its time to admit that I am trying too hard I never thought this would be my cross to bear I was the one that was not going to ever go there seems like my enemy is really just me im going to go crazy let me see the price that I've paid all the times that I lost all the money it cost I need a savior to help with getting off of this ride too much left I can't find it in myself to deny my cracked up heart was broken too many times why is it lying to me I never thought it would be me I won't get back to the place I was when I first tried it can't deny the facts its got me by the hand im not sure why I don't stop can't find it in my heart to accept that loss maybe hes right its not really right keeps trying to make me think ill die if I try...

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8 months ago

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