too far gone

It's. Been a long day.. I'm just trying to get paid... sick of being Broke... girlfriend don't believe what I say...the dope got me tripping I'm stuck in the kitchen mind on a mission.. pussy so good when I'm in it so I had to kill it that's the first thing on my wish list ..I don't fuck wit the fake and fuck what they say.. I'm so hi right now... i can't feel my face ..gotta go back to rehab till I find myself ..r.i.p dad sorry I wasn't there when u needed help...stuck in the system it was the cards I was delt and I really miss him ..wish I can take it all back should've stayed in school and listened............ mom and sis going thru it.. life on the edge ...gun in my hand ...don't make me do it ...I don't have no feelings ...put one in ur head for thinking stupid... u can't stand the heat.. cuz I'm thugging or im ruthless I don't understand why I keep a fat sack knowing if I fuck wit the dope..they gone send me r back...God help me take the wheel I can't drive no more...use to be the one to get it done ask ur oh Now they wanna put a warrant out for my I arrest. ok ya i fucked up but i did my time so let me rest... Look, I don't cause no problems. I stay out the streets. i used to be Robin, now i get lost on the beat...it look like I'm doing fine... Cause no matter what. I got God on my side. I can get through anything with him as my strength and armor too Watch me. Pop like the top on medicine bottle I'll never keep a wretched b****...I only fuck with models ....She can hit the dough if she don't know how to swallow. I'm not living right...but still I keep my head hi and ima be a g till the day I die I need a fresh start ,out of prison went hard, did my time with no regrets...now I'm lost in the dark... (Verse 1) It's wild, I don't control the game, I'm just in the mix, Got the world on my shoulders, but I’m stacking up these bricks. Girlfriend’s crazy, yeah, she ride or die, no doubt, But when she gets to trippin’, man, you know what that’s about. Late nights, city lights, we livin’ on the edge, She’s got a heart of gold, but a mind like a ledge. I’m out here grindin’, making moves like a boss, Ain’t no love lost, I just wanna hit it a run like randy moss (Verse 2) Money on my mind, yeah, I’m chasing that green, In the shadows, I’m a king, but I’m caught in between. She’s calling me a player, but I’m just playing my role, Got my eyes on the prize, gotta keep my heart whole. Confidence on high, like I’m soaring through the sky, But this love’s a battlefield, and I can’t deny. Got me feeling reckless, but I’m still in control, Life’s a game of chess, and I’m playing for my soul.