demons

dark nights, heavy chains..yeah listen to this here in the darkness my mental state stays ruins all my nights and most of my days hard to stay clean, demons in my dreams self esteem low splitting at the seams hard to breath hard to see pain still shackles me im my own worst enemy no strategy put myself in bad positions, twisted visions, mimd needs intervention stuck in another dimension demons screaming inside my head its easier to turn to dope instead gotta check myself before I wreck myself its all good is what I tell myself .. double digit legit magical shit ill knock you down quick-mama said hit rather love instead but you wanna fight so i stand where you run ive been there all night please dont preach to me how I live I dont tell you who to love and how much to give been crazy for years you dont phase me pain in my veins but the rhythm still saves me demons screaming inside my head hell bent but from heaven instead stop trying to save my soul-ita gone sold long ago to the beat and the song stop telling me i need help I got plenty, me myself brov x . ken mirror i reflect but I rise with self respect the room is empty it has no windows this is for the highs I hate the lows should take my meds do gummies instead find a counselor they say that will help you in day to day but it dont help minute to minute I need off at this stop im real.close to my limit mom's getting dimentia its not helping ahit cuz shes as unhappy as can get but in the meantime my son is doing great my girl still loves me so I really cant complain im just as mental as the ward of the psych get at me while ya can cuz I promise you'll feel my bite I lost long ago the fine edge between w my highs and lows