Blurred Face

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Recorded it in my car on my lunch break in one take lol so don’t expect it to be perfect Hey, these people they don’t know me I don’t know them either, cept I gather what they show me Chilly in the winter, like I’m in the icebox frozen Had to fix my self because there ain’t no time for moping Sir, what the hell you doing? I tried to be polite, but with me you just kept on screwin Beat his ass, and gut punch, punish him until he’s spewing Knock him in a daze, like he’s dreaming but not lucid Yeah, he don’t gather 2 cents Break his nose so bad that no longer will he pick up scents I tried to be calm with it but he didn’t want to relent I’m infront of the ladies but I am not tryna impress Damn, ain’t nobody perfect A slip or two, don’t define you, unless you’re a surgeon Still every damn day, for a better me I’m searching In the morning until sunset and the moon changes currents Damn, my life feels like a gauntlet Living on the daily, feeling bad but I’m still dauntless Where am I at, I ask, did I even want this? Yes I did, I guess it’s time for me to confess Yeah, making things a damn mess But no longer am I living with all that stress I get up everyday, get ready, and get dressed Even when I feel so low, still Im feeling so blessed Man, no longer living hopeless I got happiness, in my grasp, and I’ll hold it Anxiety— no longer chokin Took a knife and cut the rope, around my throat loose See— now for me I will live And under pressure I am not gonna give in They don’t get the feeling Only I can, so I won’t go back cause fuck it I was tired, now I’m strong, and I’m bold Those feelings are long gone, in the past, I’m feeling old I still fight, as I grasp and I hold To everything I got, but I still could have more I’m not lost, at least not anymore Smile on my face, when I feel emotions pour Adrenaline when the pedals to the floor Reminds me of my goals I set, that I scored It’s me now, feeling free now Flying higher in the sky than a bee now Saving money, but not a cash cow Getting in my way, guess what I am a plow I’m a fighter, I’m a heathon, I’m a beast I am a pacifist, can we have some peace Contradictions from the present on the past Life is slower than ever but flies past Throw away all the drugs, no more gas Build my motivation, and I set my own mast No relying on stuff that’s weak as glass Left me more fragile, and I see it at last

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