Discombobulated (Full Pull)

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another day another dollar I just spent that I can't replace man I hate this place and that's something I can't believe I say but heyI feel it more everyday I don't know what the fuck you thank you deserve like you the last of a exotic species on Earth but really just dirt with no worth never would have predicted conflict could be so conflicted until I witnessed it used by you unrestricted to take God's gift that he gifted like my Rolex you lifted Bartered our daughter as if her life wasn't hard enough you go an make it harder distracted me by being kind till the moment was right when you could leave with the one thing that meant anything to me in my life like a thief in the night its nothing new it's the way it's always been this is it the best its gonna get for me fucked up aint it when your Future's so empty theres really nothing to see I know it sounds as if I'm giving in, but listen again. Let it sink in. there's more than enough fight sti left in me to make it through till the end don't just write me off as just another handicap it aint just me imagine that reality's lost its mind well shit now what do I do I depend on it for that too now im in a bind I'm in a paradox breaking out my boxwith a brand new No No Sir this is not a Glock its its a sock don't worry about what kind of rocks I'm throwing at my glass house trying to kill these dreams wishes and hopeful things that serve no purpose flush them down the drain let them live just beneath the surface so they can bathe in the rain wash away the pain purge my veins I knew I could feel bitter chill playtime for the devil laying right beside me as flower petal lookin for a vessel to travel spark up doubt an unravel and tackle'um while their fragile he insist to assist you out of this don't resist or he'll get pissed anyway it don't make sense if you on his list it's a done deal you will be missed welcome to the best of the rest that also flunked the test reserved for the elite section of us crazy lethal weapons holdin sessions teaching lessons about a presence and when you wake up an everything's wavy, hazy, spacy, daily , don't be shady count out my 80 or maybe you end up achy and shaky trying to find a word thats absurd enough to scuff the surface that will explain the pain and defend your kind of crazy till the end Just another storm to weather it's the beginning of the end the way it always begins it starts this way and somtimes last for days on end I'll be sittin in my truck getting fucked up not even worrying about. lining up my ducks in a row before I go Praying for luck cuz it's all about to blow up so gettin fucked is implied there ain't no doubt so why even try it'll Supply the fuck in fucking ride or die whyle i try to write these songs with only my phone to dictate this crazy journey I've been on everybody given up thay realize it's gonna take something thay ain't got to save me shaking their head as they walk away turnback and took one last look back at me thinking how devastating it must be to have no dreams to dream where nightmares reign Supreme No matter how hard I try iv Never known nothing other than Killin myself just to survive what it's gonna take to stay alive It just don't feel like being alright Was supposed to be a gift for me Not Part of my plight Something about my light Was never quite right Dont light up the night Like you think it might now's perfect time To vocalize the struggle inside this once PETRIFIED child that got left behind slowly loosing hope turning to dope and a rope for his throat to hang and choke let me address this mess if I could find the button for the beacon to alert the universe let'em know this aint no test Earth's in distress and it's best you steer clear don't come here don't worry there ain't no doubt it it won't be long I'm sure we're about to take ourselves out so there won't be nobody home we'll be gone then y'all can come on hold up yo let me roll up this smoke so we can toke when boat man brings the boat I don't want him to thank I'm a hater or a joke or think i think he ain't real just a hoax but I guess I'll keep on keeping on giving it a try so i try to thrive in this hive day after night so i ask myself am I gonna be alright yep! see, just another lie what ties me down to these tracks im on life’s gone monotone I got people around me some looking from Wasn’t trying to roam My thoughts seclude me Like I’m on my own I Can feel the darkness coming and sfeels wrong These shadows are growing long I gotta find my zone reclaim my throne Postpone my tombstone find where I belong I just wanna go home I guess it must give me relief protecting me from the tragedy that would come to be if I could see the moment I lost sight of my dreams and the beautiful things God would have let me seen he had planned for me it was right there right in the palm of my hand but slipped through myfingers like sand without a doubt my lights going out Already too dim to see too much further than right in front of me walking around with my hands out. Not the path for me I need a remedy, but until the end Until I can see I know what I can do get me through It ain’t nothing new I’ll throw you a clue Got everything to do with Diluting the truth caught up in a dream or nightmare did I write this song for me or for you

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