changes

changes going through changes breaking the chains throwing away all the pain and misery. everyone sees me as shy and jolly only if they were in my shoes they would know who's miserable within always gotta add a grin to cover up me inside and i try to hide from the problems I don't like to be in drama I like to watch it and see the karma once they get in trouble feeling like your boiled in lava seeing couples break up every week it's like your tying a damn leash around your leg your falling and falling down a deep hole messing up your soul and ending up taking your life it's like you can't even make it to ninth grade without even contemplating about being alive it's haunting ain't it? especially when you grab the knife. joking about the dumbest things like taking a little string joking about choking to death on it losing your breath what the fuck has society come from the variety of things people say are fucking insane it rises anxiety it's like I don't want to have notoriety people silently committing crimes behind the scenes. I'm kidding when I say the shit in my songs and I acknowledge that it's wrong I just have more fun with it people judge what they hear not what's under it.