Family shallow

Oh oh I'm in hell now I see my shadows wherever I go why won’t they go away? Just leave me alone alone alone I want my demons to stay away. I say a stay away from me now yeah you don’t think I can’t see my shadows. I’m just a ghost please stay away from me. I thought I’ve been through enough. I guess not tell me why does God keep testing my demons tell me why the fuck does my demons in my pain keep testing me. I just don’t want to wake up tomorrow. I’m gonna meet my father in heaven or am I going to hell again x hell I can’t take these demons in hell all I see is flames to my face. I want the angel in my chest, but I got the pain in my chest. I have scars in my chest. so God, I don’t want to wake up no more. I am fading fast so I got to hide. I am fighting wars. you don’t see. I am trying to heal silently when my pain finally heals the angel is telling me I’m not going to no more pain why did Angel just lie to me? Why does my pain keep lying to me every time I heal my pain gets deeper I got my demons in my pain most of it from my family now my family wants me back home. I say I can’t. No you never did try. They say I said cap because I try 1000 times they say one more chance and that will fuck me up because I did it more than 1000 times and I just keep getting hurt. I keep getting shadows in my head and I say no that the fuck away from me the demon says you can’t see me . I see you standing right there. My family are not humans. They are my demons. They are the devils. They are demons. My family is not people. They’re not human. They are my demons every time. I hear your voices or I see my family faces. They are the demons from my past. I’m trying not to let them in, but they are too strong. I can’t do this on my own somebody please help me from my demon. Oh oh, I'm in hell, now I see my shadows wherever I roam, Lost in the darkness, ain't no place that feels like home, Whispers in the night, they echo through my mind's maze, Fighting with these demons, trapped in this wicked blaze. Every step I take, the ground feels like it's burning, Lessons in the pain, but I’m still here, still learning, Ghosts of my past, they linger, won't let me breathe, In this twisted maze, I’m searching for my reprieve. Every corner turned, another fear I face, Haunted by the memories that time can't erase, Chains on my soul, but I’m breaking every link, In the depths of despair, I’ll rise, never sink. I’m battling shadows, but I’m ready for the fight, In this hellish realm, I’ll chase down the light, With every heartbeat, I’m reclaiming my throne, Oh oh, I’m in hell, but I’ll never be alone. (Verse 1) Oh oh, I'm in hell, now I see my shadows, Echoes in my mind, whispers from the gallows. Lost in the darkness, can't find my way out, Every step I take, filled with pain and doubt. Demons in the corner, they’re dancing on my soul, Trying to break me down, but I’m still in control. Heart heavy like a stone, trapped in this abyss, Searching for a light, but all I find is this. (Verse 2) Faded memories haunt me, ghosts of what I used to be, Chasing all these dreams, but they’re just out of reach. Feeling like a puppet, strings pulled by my fears, Screaming to the heavens, but nobody hears. Oh oh, I'm in hell, but I’ll rise from the flame, Turning all this pain into fuel for my name. Shadows all around, but I’ll dance with my scars, In this darkened world, I’m still reaching for stars.