lost my youth
I came in this world cryin’, mom ain’t stay long, Left me on the steps with a note and a sad song. No lullabies, just silence and sirens, First crib I knew had roaches and violence. Bounced from house to house, bed to bed, Every new room felt colder than the last one did. Got told I was “too much,” “too loud,” “too broken,” They fed me lies while my heart stayed open. 13, rollin’ up just to numb the pain, Weed smoke in my chest, storm clouds in my brain. Bottle in the closet, I sip just to sleep, Drunk dreams of a mom that I never did meet. (Hook) This world don’t hug you, it cuts you instead, So I bled on the page with the shit I ain’t said. Ain’t no fairytales here, just trauma and truth, A ghost in the system since I lost my youth. (Verse 2) Birthday cake with no candles lit, Another foster home, another fake-ass script. They smile for the check, but they dead in the soul, Tryna fix a broken kid with a broken home. School was a joke — teachers ain’t care, How you learn math when you fightin’ for air? Hall pass to the back where I spark that green, Eyes red like the flags in every damn scene. I saw friends OD, some never came back, I ain’t cry, just poured more Jack in the flask. ‘Cause feelin’s a luxury I never did earn, So I sip through the burn, let the whole world turn. (Hook) This world don’t hug you, it cuts you instead, So I bled on the page with the shit I ain’t said. Ain’t no fairytales here, just trauma and truth, A ghost in the system since I lost my youth. (Bridge) Man, I prayed to a sky that ain’t never talk back, Just echoes of a life stuck deep in the cracks. No guidance, no handouts, just pain and despair, But I’m still here breathin’ — that’s my fuckin’ prayer. (Outro) So if you see me wildin’ with the blunt and a frown, Just know I been drownin’ but I never stayed down. Ain’t proud of my path, but I made it somehow, And every scar on my soul? I wear it right now.
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I came in this world cryin’, mom ain’t stay long, Left me on the steps with a note and a sad song. No lullabies, just silence and sirens, First crib I knew had roaches and violence. Bounced from house to house, bed to bed, Every new room felt colder than the last one did. Got told I was “too much,” “too loud,” “too broken,” They fed me lies while my heart stayed open. 13, rollin’ up just to numb the pain, Weed smoke in my chest, storm clouds in my brain. Bottle in the closet, I sip just to sleep, Drunk dreams of a mom that I never did meet. (Hook) This world don’t hug you, it cuts you instead, So I bled on the page with the shit I ain’t said. Ain’t no fairytales here, just trauma and truth, A ghost in the system since I lost my youth. (Verse 2) Birthday cake with no candles lit, Another foster home, another fake-ass script. They smile for the check, but they dead in the soul, Tryna fix a broken kid with a broken home. School was a joke — teachers ain’t care, How you learn math when you fightin’ for air? Hall pass to the back where I spark that green, Eyes red like the flags in every damn scene. I saw friends OD, some never came back, I ain’t cry, just poured more Jack in the flask. ‘Cause feelin’s a luxury I never did earn, So I sip through the burn, let the whole world turn. (Hook) This world don’t hug you, it cuts you instead, So I bled on the page with the shit I ain’t said. Ain’t no fairytales here, just trauma and truth, A ghost in the system since I lost my youth. (Bridge) Man, I prayed to a sky that ain’t never talk back, Just echoes of a life stuck deep in the cracks. No guidance, no handouts, just pain and despair, But I’m still here breathin’ — that’s my fuckin’ prayer. (Outro) So if you see me wildin’ with the blunt and a frown, Just know I been drownin’ but I never stayed down. Ain’t proud of my path, but I made it somehow, And every scar on my soul? I wear it right now.
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