my story
Verse 1 Seven years old in the playground, trying to make friends But they laugh cause I’m round — their mean words never end When I go home I still hear them, like headphones in my head Those voices dig me under, feel my childhood’s dead The bullying fucked my mind, at seven I wanted clouds There’s a devil in my skull and he’s shouting way too loud So young and so alone, didn’t know what to do I started thinking there was no hope — the dark felt true The devil said make a noose, tie it round and jump Seven years old and my bright life felt slumped Childhood stolen in a whisper, like a candle blown out Left a little kid lost in a house of doubt Verse 2 Into my teens, still boxed up, fist fights and isolation So much time alone — I picked up pen and paper, started creation Five years of torture buried deep in my chest I wrote for the bully one day — that kid would get no rest Teenage roads with no turn signs, words that scorch and burn They say sticks and stones break bone but words make the soul churn Suicidal thoughts the loudest — I had no one to tell I took a blade to wrist and neck, living felt like hell All I wanted then was silence, to end the pain inside A kid with a blade and nowhere left to hide But something held me back — a tiny spark, a will I walked the edge, I felt the cold, I felt the chill Verse 3 Now older, I vowed not to let people steal my peace Too much’s happened, I learnt to stand, find some inner release 1/6/16 — my daughter born, life’s biggest lesson given But her start was rough, they said they had to take her, we were driven Eleven weeks of hospital runs, dusk to dawn we cried The fear, the not-knowing — every breath felt like a knife Thirteen weeks early, fragile and small in that fight I fell to the floor when they told me, praying through the night That journey carved me raw but taught me how to care How thin the line between despair and being there We held on through the fear, and every sleepless ride I learned to be stronger with my daughter by my side Verse 4 Three years on and she’s thriving — look how far we’ve come From not knowing if she’d live to hearing laughter in our home My little princess, she’s the reason that I write Me and my mini-me, out riding through the light Best part of being Daddy — hide and seek in the hall The start of her life was bleak, but she answered my call I love you, little girl — you saved me when I broke You gave me purpose, gave me fire, the will in every stroke Now I keep going, stay grimey, hold the pen and fight For her, for me — I’m choosing life, choosing what’s right She loves me and I know it — that love keeps me alive My past is heavy, but because of her I thrive
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Verse 1 Seven years old in the playground, trying to make friends But they laugh cause I’m round — their mean words never end When I go home I still hear them, like headphones in my head Those voices dig me under, feel my childhood’s dead The bullying fucked my mind, at seven I wanted clouds There’s a devil in my skull and he’s shouting way too loud So young and so alone, didn’t know what to do I started thinking there was no hope — the dark felt true The devil said make a noose, tie it round and jump Seven years old and my bright life felt slumped Childhood stolen in a whisper, like a candle blown out Left a little kid lost in a house of doubt Verse 2 Into my teens, still boxed up, fist fights and isolation So much time alone — I picked up pen and paper, started creation Five years of torture buried deep in my chest I wrote for the bully one day — that kid would get no rest Teenage roads with no turn signs, words that scorch and burn They say sticks and stones break bone but words make the soul churn Suicidal thoughts the loudest — I had no one to tell I took a blade to wrist and neck, living felt like hell All I wanted then was silence, to end the pain inside A kid with a blade and nowhere left to hide But something held me back — a tiny spark, a will I walked the edge, I felt the cold, I felt the chill Verse 3 Now older, I vowed not to let people steal my peace Too much’s happened, I learnt to stand, find some inner release 1/6/16 — my daughter born, life’s biggest lesson given But her start was rough, they said they had to take her, we were driven Eleven weeks of hospital runs, dusk to dawn we cried The fear, the not-knowing — every breath felt like a knife Thirteen weeks early, fragile and small in that fight I fell to the floor when they told me, praying through the night That journey carved me raw but taught me how to care How thin the line between despair and being there We held on through the fear, and every sleepless ride I learned to be stronger with my daughter by my side Verse 4 Three years on and she’s thriving — look how far we’ve come From not knowing if she’d live to hearing laughter in our home My little princess, she’s the reason that I write Me and my mini-me, out riding through the light Best part of being Daddy — hide and seek in the hall The start of her life was bleak, but she answered my call I love you, little girl — you saved me when I broke You gave me purpose, gave me fire, the will in every stroke Now I keep going, stay grimey, hold the pen and fight For her, for me — I’m choosing life, choosing what’s right She loves me and I know it — that love keeps me alive My past is heavy, but because of her I thrive
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