If you can hear me

Father God i hope you hear me, i pray that you can see, im down here trying to be the very best man i can be, i fight alot of demons this world wont set me free addicted to these drugs but i know this really ain't me so im down here on my knees screaming out LORD PLEASE HELP ME i want to spread your word but to afraid to go and speak but no more being silent Holy Spirit come fill me ill yell it out so loud YESHUA IS OUR KING.... father please,father please if you can hear me, show me how to be a leader for my family , a better husband to my loving wife, a better father to my kids when i lay down at night father please,father please if you can hear me, show me how to be a leader for my family, a better husband to my loving wife, a better father to my kids when I lay down at night father GOD i think i finally see what the reason was behind you making me, I know it wasn't for me to be the silent type , more like a soilder standing up for what is right ,