on a personal level

mental health skipping a beat be resilient to know the difference between the disrespect but better than writing down scriptures and not applying them to your family mind over matter applying how much it takes to get back up ypur bitch ass do mt see my ass have a goal and no one gunna drop me off the rage i fight my battles alone im a fighter not a quitter ill fight this illness alone now i know myself better than anyone else not gunna shhuy myself out am beyond disgusted by my acctions around my niece nephew the more the voices where getting loauder i know i need the help imma go get it im discussing it with myself watching the family act like they don't have nothing to say i guess ot for the best cuz my ass would contemplate and act put of character mad at myself fighting through this Storm ill do what ot takes for my family i been taught otherwise coping mechanism was fight and tell myself shut the fuck up my mind so loaded up i wanna scream cry and be a foolish selfish dingleberry knowing very well the drugs are just temporary keep up the good work today i faced some demon's I can't even think right i gotta say joke on me i set myself up having known better yet am better than this i gotta keep my faith yet boundaries are weak Af am not sure but i was up for the test today the last thinh i want is fucken family trying to help me when the fuck where they at in the beginning now that everyone and everything has been taking they wanna be like they fucken give a fuck