in my head

(Verse 1) As I walk through life with these thoughts in my head, Chasing shadows in the night cuz these demons won't go, got my heart filled with dread, making me feel like I'm dead Searching for the light but it’s flickering fast, as I look straight ahead with Every step I take, man, I’m haunted by my past. Got demons in my mind, they be whispering low, telling me secrets that nobody knows Telling me to give in, but I’m fighting the flow, Grinding through the pain, yeah, I’m building my throne, In a world full of chaos, I’m just trying to hold my own. through all the pain at these demons are causing me to lose my fuckin mind Fuck that bitch called life, I’m just tryna survive, With my back to the wall, gotta fight to stay alive, Ain't no handouts here, just the blood and the sweat, In this game of that bitch called life, I ain't done, not just yet not till I get that title (Verse 2) Every corner I turn, feel the weight on my chest, Pushing through the darkness, man, I’m never at rest, Reflections in the mirror, see the scars and the pain that I bear, But I’m rising from the ashes, like I’m breathing cold air. Life’s a twisted game, but I’m playing my hand, With visions of the future, got a master plan, So I step with intention, every move like a chess, In this battle for my soul, I’ll never settle for fu kin less. Fuck that bitch called life, I’m just tryna survive, With my back to the wall, gotta fight to stay alive, Ain't no handouts here, just the blood and the sweat, In this game of that bitch called life, I ain't done, not just yet not till I get that title (Verse 1) Life's a struggle, man, it’s heavy on my chest, Every day’s a battle, never know if I’ll find rest, Got dreams in the shadows, but they fade like the night, Tryna hustle through the pain, keep my vision in sight. Streets whisper secrets, got my heart in a vice, Every corner I turn, man, I’m payin’ that price, Feel the weight of the world, man, it’s cold as a grave, But I’m livin’ for the moment, I’m the one they can’t save. Fuck that bitch called life, I’m just tryna survive, With my back to the wall, gotta fight to stay alive, Ain't no handouts here, just the blood and the sweat, In this game of that bitch called life, I ain't done, not just yet not till I get that title So I rise from the ashes, let the darkness ignite, Keep my head held high, ready for the the demons next fight, Life’s a twisted journey, but I’m carving my lane, Through the storms and the struggles, I’ll embrace the pain. (Verse 1) Got demons in my head that want me for dead, Whispers in the shadows, filling me with dread, Every step I take, yeah, I’m walkin’ on the edge, Nightmares in my mind, it’s a war I can’t shed. Heart heavy like a boulder, feel the weight of the world, Lost souls in the alley, watch the darkness unfurl, Hustlin’ through the struggle, with a chip on my shoulder, Life’s a twisted game, and I’m playin’ it colder. Echoes of the past, got me trapped in a maze, Runnin’ from the pain, but it’s stuck in a haze, Fighting with my demons, they just won’t let go, In this battle of life, I’m just tryna find flow. Blood on the pavement, I can feel it in my veins, Survivor in the chaos, I’m breakin’ these chains, Screamin’ to the heavens, but they don’t hear my cries, In this dark abyss, I’m the one who defies.