I wish I had a wish

poverty I wish i had a wish but I know in reality that shit dont exists Wishing I had wish So i change my life that would help me get out this situation I wish I had a wish I wanna quit but that shit doesn't help I have been working all my life these bills keep paling up on my table, nothing but paper bills that i am unable to pay envelopes keep stacking higher being mailed one after another can't seem to make ends meet struggling everyday therapy my landlord said he won't be able to accept me for being late on my rent got all my money spent, how do i get food on my plates this shit got me stressed. but I'm still alive and blessed Can I get some change , nowhere to sleep in the rain / Can you buy me some food? im hungry. im having stomach pains I got to do something. Don't wannabe on the streets outside in the snow where am I going to go? I dont even know feeling like I am at the ends of my rope can not go grocery shopping, so I buy me some hope today, my last day of work, they said they dont need me anymore maybe I rent out my home to someone to pay me, just to sleep on the floor take that cash they have just so I give something to my landlord this is only half of it. When you get the rest, slip it under my door the lights and water still on, but for how long can I get an extension okay, you have until this date to get all your utilities paid living in the trenches sleeping outside on the streets daily task trying to get something eat I feel weak, losing weight, getting skinny, and can't brush my teeth maybe you go to the hospital, sir, for all the cuts on your feet how do you take showers where you sleep? im on the streets days of the week I forget it's not important how I dress want to give me 💊 pills everyday like I'm depressed wish i had a wish but I know in reality that shit dont exists Wishing I had wish So i change my life that would help me get out this situation I wish I had a wish I wanna quit but that doesn't shit help me MoeBucks