dope dealing to straight sipping

(Verse 1) Used to move in shadows, living life on the edge, Poison in my pocket, breaking hearts, cutting threads. Families shattered, love lost in the haze, Chasing quick cash, lost in a toxic maze. (Verse 2) Late nights, dark corners, where trust turned to dust, Promises broken, in betrayal we rust. Thought I was invincible, but the truth hit hard, Regret in my veins, playing life like a card. (Verse 3) Used to think I was fly, but I was just a ghost, Lost in the game, man, I was doing the most. Now I’m looking back, reflecting on the pain, All the love I stole, just a heart full of rain. (Verse 4) Learned the hard way, life ain’t just a thrill, Every choice I made, brought another chill. Now I’m searching for peace, trying to mend the seams, From poison to purpose, chasing better dreams. (Verse 1) Then I found alcohol, numbs the pain, High octane in my veins, racing thoughts, insane. Used to drown in silence, now I’m loud with the truth, Pouring out my heart, sipping wisdom from the booth. Late nights, city lights, shadows creeping close, Fighting demons in the dark, but they don’t get a boast. Reflections in the glass, yeah, I see my past, Every sip a memory, some too heavy to last. Chasing highs, but I’m low, trying to find my way, In this maze of bottles, where the lost souls play. But I rise like the dawn, though the night feels long, With each drop I’m learning, turning pain into song. Voices in my head, but I’m breaking the chain, Finding strength in the struggle, I’m embracing the rain. Every scar a story, every tear a lesson, Pour it out, let it flow, it’s my own confession. or