lost

I wake up but it feels the same, Lost my soul in a losing game. Walls so quiet but they still scream, Haunted nights and a broken dream. I reach for light but it fades away, Smile on my face just turns to gray. Shadows stay when the night comes on, Fighting these battles I can’t outrun. Tears I hide cut deep inside, I’m alive on the out but dead in my mind. Empty bottles on the floor again, Memories burn where the pain begins. Promises shattered like broken glass, Bleeding slow from a broken past. I’m in a crowd but I feel alone, Carrying weight in a heart of stone. Shadows stay when the night comes on, Fighting these battles I can’t outrun. Tears I hide cut deep inside, I’m alive on the out but dead in my mind. If I disappear would they even see? Or would the world just forget me? Screaming for help but the sound don’t clear, Drowning in silence, swallowed some bottles Shadows stay when the night comes on, Fighting these battles I can’t outrun. Tears I hide cut deep inside, I’m alive on the out but dead in my mind. Dead in my mind… Dead in my mind…