Just keep on with it..

There is a lot of shit.... That i dont wanna keep on with.. I keep pacin like a zombie, but i got a grip thats always hanging on G.. I know im not lonely but honestly... Im hungry for the rap bars and ive been starving.. feels like i cant even be on the charts with all my hardships, blasting off like a starship too go far with, and be beyond lit, farther than the stars go, somewhere no man can go, at the peak of my brain i cant even explain the pain that i gained from being humane, and not think of the stain when im the one who spilled the liquid... let me be realistic, imma hit the mark so i dont miss this timing, i need to keep rhyming so that my mind sees something other than the zombies and wander while i feel dead nodding... Just jotting some real shit i needed to be honest, it may not make sense, too you anyway but we all got our ways, i just try to stay sane so i can deal with my own road, make ends meet and connect with an old bro. Never lettin go though, you got one life too live and we grow old, dont keep being fake this is it dont try and seem bold bro, wait till your dying and you wish you survived so you can change your life or what you did im so fucking sick, just cut this shit, its gettin too in-to the tune of this sad shit, so imma be honest my happiness is flawless, but ill do you one even better! This rap is just second too what i hold down, all the real people i know, you know that your gold. Just know that i hold yall on top of the throne, tall... So i dont fall, i make sure my back is covered and that my feelings are shoved from, the fakes that try too sew up, all the shit they done wrong, so now i just hit the bing or weed, just nothing in between i dont like the seeds or the worse shit, doublin down on the first hit of the Meth that made you narrow like your head was hit with an arrow.. and left you alive so you could just live for the high. Im just too high, made this shit up without pausing my typing, its playing in my head constantly recycled. Just wish i could live the same way and feel humble. Not feel as if i got everyone and nobody got me! I know its not that way im far from it, but the thoughts keep coming back and this time i cant just shove em!