FLAME_Life

I'm wearing my boxing gloves I'm prepare myself for the incoming battle their don't wanna let me be the follow me everywhere go like a shadow I'm different from them that's why you find them calling me a psycho if you invade my space to defend myself I might fire a rifle take a step back this is my space telling you don't invade it if I have a chance to slay my demons trust me bro I can take it just for the money and fame I sucrificed my peace so I can make it don't say you understand my pain coz you have no idea how I'm feeling I did some awful things (in the past) deep down I'm hurt (I'm broken )but around you I'll act like fine when I look in the mirror and look at myself I see death in my eyes bro if I die young and broke don't be ashamed at least I tried I keep asking myself when I'm alone when's the pain gonna pass their just tell me to chill and think but how can I think with this messed up mind I just laugh when I hear them say that my life is easy okay come and step in my shoes I doubt you'll even survive for a day my time is ticking and I've got to choose every action has a consequence so I live life and follow the rules yes I'm gonna be okay I'll survive it by making use of my tools I remember when you throw me outside of your house you left me here to die I was alone in the rain, in the cold (I remember) I wasn't given a hand I wasn't given a shoulder to lean on but still I survived even now if you want you can leave me I'm use to the pain I'll be alright I'm not emotional but when I write lyrics I cry I cry not because I'm weak but because of the wrong things I've done in my life I wouldn't have chosen this situation if the choice was mine coz this situation is bad I've already escaped death three times I'm telling my story through my music because I'm a teen they'll just say I'm foolish but I'm grown mentally I'm not stupid if it's too risky just know I wouldn't take the deal I'll do any simple job as long as it's paying all the bills! I wanna have some money so everyday my family I can have a proper meal! The music I do is for the real! This is the only way I can say how I feel I grind everyday I ain't gat time to chill ‎