Moms in recovery do struggle

i wanna scream from the mountain tops. The pain i feel as a mom in recovery... Some days are so hard u began to cry . U began to get mad and angry .. U feel like your misheard and misunderstood . You feel like a failure like u aint doing enough .  I wanna scream at  myself tell myself to get it right. I wanna scream at myself to stop fighting back . i wanna scream tell i cant anymore.  I wanna just get it right were some people in the world aint mad at me. I wanna scream let the world know im trying im trying so hard to not fall apart . Im trying to fix the broken pieces , im trying to love myself again im trying to win the war with in . Im trying to not fall apart .