IMADHCS- know curre

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All my life I’ve had a sickness. I can’t get rid of it. It’s like I got no cure. Of course, I mean, it’s like everybody knows the cure, but this sickness that I got in me, they say they got no cure . Got no cure. Of course, I know I love the cure,I’d love to have a cure, but this sickness has got a grip and it’s the quickest to come back at any time, I don’t know why but I try to define what it is but it just makes me sick. it’s like a disease I mean I’m not at ease with myself . it’s like obsession and compulsion and total self centeredness , thought if I put myself at the center that things would get better but it’s not that easy it seems. Why can’t I ever be at peace? I just want to be at peace. Whatever happened to me? Won’t you wake me up from this nightmare. I think that I’m so scared because ALL MY LIFE IVE HAD A SICKNESS, all my life it comes back the quickest and I don’t know how, to get out of this hell, it’s like the whole time I got a key in front of my eyes, but I’m too high to reach for it. And now I’m locked in this enchanted forest. And ya know it’s like I can stop, but I can’t slow down. Then It’s like I mean I can’t stop or slow down. I got no brakes. I can’t take a break. Can’t catch a break I just catch a fade. Watch as my richness fades away, everything that I ever did to succeed I’m just gonna toss it down into the creek. Watch it drift away. Whatever else can I say, I’m sick. And they say they got no curre…..

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